Sometimes it's the smallest decision that can change your life forever…

I don’t want to be stuck in a situation that seemed to have no solution. I don’t want to be just your “OPTION” All I ever wanted is to have someone I can call “MINE” Ayoko ng may kahati. Mag-alaga ka na lang ng bata kung meron nga… And I would takecare of myself too from now on. My life doesn’t have to end just because we broke up. I deserved to be happy anyway. I missed being happy…

Is this what you wanted to say?

I know by now you would realize that I’ve already decided that it’s over. Last night I’ve seen this “oversized” video (ang laki sobra) that you posted in your blog… This time I am sure… Hindi na magbabago ang isip ko ok?

I am telling you now Lex… It’s over. It’s really over…

I couldn’t accept that you thought I might do something bad on you or your family. Ikaw tong napakaraming ginawang masama sakin… Kahit ipis nga hindi ko mapatay e… I am not angry anymore… I am hurting… Nakakasawa palang magalit. Alam na alam mong kahit ano kaya kong tiisin… Pero…… salamat dahil dun sa sinabi mo nang gabing yun about sa mag-ina mo ay natauhan ako talaga e. Ganun pala iniisip mo sakin… Salamat na din at sinabi mo yun. Sa lahat ng ayaw ko yung pinagdududahan ako e wala naman akong ginagawa sayo. Alam ko na ngayon wala ka talagang pakelam sakin kahit masaktan pa ko ng masaktan at ang pakealam mo lang ngayon ay ang sinasabi mong pamilya mo… sabagay… sino nga ba ako sa buhay mo?

Ako nga lang naman ang taong napili mong paglaruan at saktan..

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