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someday I'll be over you…
Someone told me that you’ve already found someone…
I am not a hypocrite…
I have to admit that I got hurt when I’ve heard the news that you already found someone else…
I thought it was really easy for you to forget me…
Buy you know what?
I’d rather not found out the truth….
Because the truth hurts even more…
when I found out that you are….
a father now…
mali pala ang balita…
sabi mo dati…
you want me to become the mother of your kids…
you want me to be your wife…
and you want us to get married…
Ang saya ko nun sobra… alam mo yun diba?
You let me hold on to something that can never happen…
what I didn’t know…
she was already pregnant at that time…
and now…
you are a father…
and I am what??? whatever…
para akong namamatay ng paulit ulit
It’s killing me now everytime I see a baby…
or kids…
How many times do I have to die para hindi ko na maramdaman ang sakit?
Tell me…
I don’t know when this pain would end…
maybe soon… when I am already dead…
Don’t take it literally coz I’m not so gaga para magpakamatay just for you…
Soon I’ll be over you….
but the question now is….
How soon is soon???
Pwede bang ngayon na lang ? 
hello, i feel your pain….
i really hope you feel better soon
remember to love yourself all the more! you deserve it ^^
Oh, man. You need to let this go. I’ve been popping in this week and reading these, and though I understand what you are going through, I have to say that you need to move on. Let him go. Do not post about him anymore–it is just giving him the attention he craves. Hon, you deserve so much more. Time will heal the pain, but move on.
hi shufen and lin.. thanks for being here..
yeah I am already in the process of moving on and letting go…
it will take time… I know I can do it..
Wow! I love your style of writing, even though you are going through serious pain.
It’s usually not easy to express yourself when you’re hurting…but you do that quite well. Take care my friend, you’ll get over your pain and you’ll be the better for it!
Kimmy’s last blog post..Kimmy’s Fashionable Leading Men..
hi kimmy…
I’m still hurting… and I missed being happy… I wish I can move on as soon as possible..
Letters From The Soul’s last blog post..Letting go isn’t the end of the world, but it’s just the beginning of a new life…
[...] Tang Ina Nya by Akuztikz – I don’t know this song not until last night, my friends Mik and Ynna told me to listen to this song coz they thought somehow I could relate to its lyrics… Thanks guys though some lines of this song is really not for me. I’m not that bitter… I’m not sweet either… LOL Hmmm… Oh well… Hindi ko rin winiwish na may mangyaring masama sa taong nanakit sa damdamin ko… never… kasi mahal kita e… Lintek na pagmamahal yan… Someday I’ll be over you… [...]
haiz. kpg ngmahal ka, required tlgang msaktan. i feel sad for you. hnd q pa naeexperience kung pano tlgang mgmahal. pero nkakarelate aq. lol. mnsan kc, hnd nmn kelangang may experience ka pra lng mkarelate. well, i wish you happiness. he’s not the only guy on earth. may mas deserving pa jan sau. and really meant for you to stay.
– have a nice day.