the sad part of being alone…

I woke up in the middle of the night as if my heart was going to explode out of my chest. Then after a few minutes something came up that made my heart beat even faster. I tried to relax and calm down for a while but it only became worst. The first thing that came in my mind was to check my blood pressure and pulse rate. I’ve got 160/100 and a pulse rate of 136. I have no heart disease or any heart ailment and this situation make me really confused and frightened. Why am I feeling like this? Only one thing is in my mind right now and I wish that I am just getting paranoid. My tears just keep on falling and I don’t even know the reason why.

The sad part of being alone is that no one’s gonna hold you close and make you feel better. No one’s gonna hug you or even pat your back and you have no choice but to just hug your pillow tight and tell yourself that everything’s gonna be fine…

Maybe I’ll just try to make some of my assignments instead of thinking of something else…
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