Actually it’s my idea that we should stop talking anymore…
but if you only knew…
deep inside I didn’t really want our communication to end…

And I knew you felt the same way too…

I remember I was in the rooftop at that time… It was cold but somehow I could feel the warmth of your embrace… or maybe I was just imagining that you were hugging me from behind… My tears started to fall when you said that you love me… If only I have the power to stop the time so that the year will never end. I love 2007… I was supposed to hate that year because that was also the same year that someone left me… then you came unexpectedly and we fell in love…

My mind was telling me that I have to say goodbye but my heart says I need you… and I love you… and I can’t live without you… ang tanga noh? Eh idea ko naman ang goodbye goodbye na yun… So… tapos na… it was past 12 already but we were still talking… I reminded you of the agreement that we have to stop talking after midnight… then you asked me, “Do you really want to hangup the phone?” Of course I can’t. Just thinking about it would make me miss you too much… then I went inside my room and we talk on yahoo… hanggang sa umabot ang usapan hanggang umaga… at tanghali… natulog sandali… at sa gabi ay usap ulit… hindi ko talaga kaya… hindi ko kaya na hindi ka makausap… and you felt the same way… so yun…. The New Year’s day has ended and we were still here.. : ) I was so happy that you stayed… Call me crazy or whatever but I wouldn’t mind… wala lang…….. I love you so much…

I can’t find any appropriate song for this entry but since it’s new year’s day… let me share you this “New Year’s Day by U2″ The song “New Year’s Day” is about the lifting of martial law in Poland, which resulted in nothing having changed. Solidarity was still banned and the labor movement was still driven underground. I know it’s not related but what I love in this song are those lines saying “I want to be with you… be with you night and day…” and “I will be with you again…” Miss na kita sobra baby… I will be with you again… soon….

Anyway, here’s the lyrics of the song “New Year’s Day by U2″

Yeah…
All is quiet on New Year’s Day
A world in white gets underway
I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes on New Year’s Day
On New Year’s Day

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

Under a blood red sky
A crowd has gathered in black and white
Arms entwined, the chosen few
The newspapers says, says
Say it’s true it’s true…
And we can break through
Though torn in two
We can be one

I… I will begin again
I… I will begin again

Oh…
Maybe the time is right
Oh… maybe tonight…

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

And so we’re told this is the golden age
And gold is the reason for the wars we wage
Though I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes
On New Year’s Day