I thought that the love that we had was real…

I thought that you’re the most sincere person that I’ve ever met…

I thought I’ve already found someone whom I can share the rest of my life with….

but I was so wrong…

God… you just don’t know what I’m going through…

Now I’ve learned my lesson… that life is not a fairytale…

I should not have trusted you when you told me that you really love me… You never really loved me at all…. I am sure of that…

I know one day makakamove on din ako…

You were the most important person in my life…. You were a best friend and a lover too but I know I can never have you… kahit kelan… You’re just an illusion… you’re not real….

I can’t forgive you right away…. maybe I should forgive my self first for giving you a chance to hurt me… I kept on holding on to the love that is not real… coz you’re not real…

Letting go is the hardest thing to do but I have to let go of the love that never really existed. It’s over Lex… I know that… So from now on… I will never let anyone hurt me like what you did to me… Never….